I decided to list down the dramas that I watch this year just to see how much I'd spend my time on my laptop. And no, I'm bad at Photoshop so I won't use any fancy pictures or graphics.

( and the list goes on )

Like every other kids my age, I do have a dream. Unlike most other kids my age, I don't dream to become the one to find the cure for cancer, nor do I dream to conquer the space. My dream is just to attend a concert by my favourite boyband.

As a little girl, I was introduced to five boys who come together from various places and backgrounds by watching their first ever concert. Even by the small venue, few new songs and those ridiculous outfits, I was captivated. Fast forward to about eight years later, I watched their first ever concert held at the National Stadium which was used for Olympics many years back. The venue was much bigger, the number of songs was tripled, and other qualities increased almost completely. Still, the awed feeling I had was the same.

That was when I knew I had to be there someday, one day.

I want to be there among those people, waving my hands, singing along to the lyrics that I know by heart, and cheering so loudly that I'd lose my voice by the time the day ends. I want to be there, being one of the people who are lucky enough to receive happiness in the form of a five-coloured rainbow.

I don't dream to be a scientist, a doctor, a politician, a teacher, or a lawyer. I just dream to attend a concert, because that has been a dream of mine since the first time I laid my eyes on Arashi.

When was it that I began to look for you?

Was it when I first learned our same age?


When was it that my heart started to flutter at the sight of your smile?

Was it when I saw that shy crooked yet dimpled grin of yours for the first time?


When was it that I began to enjoy learning you?

Was it when I discovered that underneath that mask named L you put onstage, lies a simple boy who loves normal, everyday things like any other person your age?


When was it that I started to fall for you?

Was it even before I realized it myself, and busy running away from the truth?



It's a wonder how you slowly attract me. It's funny, how much liking you reminds me of that person, because I tried so hard denying my heart at the beginning and yet in the end, I still lost.

I can rant on and on about how amazing you are, but even a whole day spent typing here would not be enough to describe the real you. I just wish that you stay just the way you really are, because you're already fine that way.

Happy birthday ♥

Just when she was going to walk away, as if it was already written in the sky, he turned. Wanting to get something, he crossed the street and stood just meters away from her. She gathered all her courage and approached him.

"Oppa," she called.

He couldn't hear her shaking voice.

"Oppa," she called again, this time a little louder. "Dongwoon oppa,"

He turned around. His eyes met hers. With trembling hands, she took a step closer to him and handed him the present that she had prepared for years. A box full of colourful paper cranes. All folded by herself.

"Here, I made this for you," she said nervously.

He took the gift and admired it. A smile appeared on his handsome face. At last, he looked up and gazed into her eyes. "Thank you," whispered him shyly.

She smiled back.

Everything else blacked out. Nothing else mattered to her anymore. Not even the watching eyes around her. Nothing else, except for the eyes that were locked into hers, and the smile that was carved only for her.

I'm proudly presenting my first ever subbing project! *throws hamburgers* However, since I still have no idea how to hardsub, I'll just post the links for the softsubs. You can download the raw here.


I dedicate this to my sister (not that she's going to download this) and anumi91 ✿

subbed only:

MF softsub here ♪


karaoke + subbed:

MF softsub here ♪


Comments are always loved ♥

My childhood ♥





ps I still love Jerry's shirt in Can't Lose You!